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(somber tempo music)

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(leaves rustling)

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(somber guitar music)

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(gunshot booming)

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(whispering)

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(gunshot booming)

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-: Sounds like an army.

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Pow.

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(birds squawking)

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(somber string music)

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The first one was probably my dad

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because the first one was quite loud

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but then Nick's one was like "pow."

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"Chick, chick, chick, pow."

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(gunshot booming)

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My dad.

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(pleasant string music)

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(birds whistling)

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(food sizzling)

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(groaning)

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(pots clinking)

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Here's some more, Dad.

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(birds chirping)

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(keys jingling)

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They're only small.

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Dad: No they're not, they're mighty fine.

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-: Oh, it's because he chopped off the feet.

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Oh.

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Yep, we're having herbal tea, boys.

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Come and look at all of this.

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(wind howling)

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Dad: Which side it shot through?

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Man: Through the top.

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-: See, I told you I put it at the base of the neck,

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eh, right there.

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Llewelyn: The girl's boobs.

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-: What's your talking about?

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I shot this one.

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(laughing)

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He just went and found them

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and retrieved them for me this morning.

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See, being the alpha male sent him on his way.

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-: Oh, you didn't have to send me on my way, I just knew.

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-: We were gonna go down there anyways.

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But he was keen on

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taking them up the hill.

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(fire whooshing)

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(food sizzling)

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Are you redoing this?

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Cook: Doesn't look crusty at all.

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Dad: Have you cooked any medallions yet?

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-: No.

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Does it look like it?

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Just because it's not the way you do it.

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(sizzling)

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-: The brass.

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There it is, see?

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Isn't it funny that it ran out of energy right on the skin?

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Came through all that bone and meat

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and then it was the skin that finally stopped it.

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See, look there.
(flies buzzing)

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Go feel.

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-: It's heavy.
-: Through the ear.

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Amazing, ain't it?

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(somber guitar music)

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Boy Voiceover: My name is Llewelyn Steven Ottley-Karena

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and my dad's name is called Peter

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and he likes to take me to the mountains

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because I'm the oldest.

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-: What I do for a living.

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I said, "I live for a living."

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What I do for income,

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is whatever I can without compromising my integrity.

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(pleasant guitar music)

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If I can combine the two,

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the living and the income, then that's good.

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(horse grunting)

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(water spray fizzling)

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(horse huffing)

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Careful, love.

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Sharpening my razor.

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Child: Okay.

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(slicing)

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Peter: Running out of hair.

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I have these patches of hair missing on my...

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my left arm.

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Peter Voiceover: My children know how

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they get their meat.

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Bring a whole animal home, hang them up.

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The children see what they are.

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Then they participate in the skinning and cutting up.

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Yeah, and they love it.

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-: Pretty good dear here.

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Two good ones here we're healing.

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Should last a couple of months.

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There's a hole here.

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There's a hole in the ribs.

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Llewelyn: What's that from, Dad?

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Peter: That's from the bullet.

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-: Woo.

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Dad, I like that smell, kind of.

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-: It's not it might smell but it's a smell that I like

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because I know that it's...

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It means there's good meat coming.

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Peter Voiceover: First time Wely saw me shoot a dear

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and he came up to the dear and was kicking it a bit,

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it was dead but, you know, he got a bit sad

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and he says to me that "It died so we could live,

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"so we can eat it and live, eh, Dad?"

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I said, "That's exactly what it's done."

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He treated it with respect and that's what I wanna see.

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-: Here, Malachi.

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Peter Voiceover: It's something I've tried

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to instill in them, is the appreciation

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for the animal giving its life.

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(flies buzzing)

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(humming)

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-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] I've got four younger

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brothers and sisters

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and my mom's gonna have a new baby soon.

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We live in Omahu,

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a little town in the north island of Aotearoa, New Zealand.

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-: Like, if you ask me to describe Llewelyn.

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(somber guitar music)

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Physically, he's just a little skinny kid

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and he's small for his age.

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Yeah, he's not a big kid.

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But he's got a lot of confidence and

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he's clever, he thinks about things.

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Reasons things out.

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Then he can be a little scared thing as well.

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Over things that, you know,

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are of no consequence.

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Slowly.

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Slowly.

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But then he'll lead a big string of horses

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across rough country, yeah?

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It's funny.

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Aurora's sitting the next one down.

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She's a year older than Malachi,

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so she's the second oldest.

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She finds pleasure in simple, silly things.

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And she's very emotional and she lets her spirit

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sort of guide how she feels.

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She's the best on horseback out of all the kid.

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See your naughty, little legs sticking her

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and making her gallop.

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Slower her up.

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She takes her courage and confidence with them

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and her trust in them.

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That's the big thing of her, yeah.

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-: Daddy taught me.

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-: Malachi's about Malachi.

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There's a lot of bravado there but when it comes down to it,

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he gets pretty scared when it comes to doing things

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that are quite tough.

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But in the other sense, working with me, helping me,

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he outworks his brother and his sister.

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-: Oh!

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-: He's got the sort of spirit or the sort of personality

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where a lot of things he needs to learn by experience.

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Kids will always say that Elias is my favorite.

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It just seems that way because he's quite

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an affectionate sort of little boy.

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When he was young and he got sick

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and he had to stay in the hospital for a week,

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so Coll had the kids and I stayed in the hospital with him

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and he really bonded with me in the hospital

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and after we came back, he was Daddy's boy

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and the kids, all from them on, you know,

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"Elias is his favorite because Elias gets cuddle rule time."

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Elias cuddles, yeah.

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Corban's about Corban, yeah.

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Whenever she's doing something it's because

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it's what Corban wants to do.

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Yeah.

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-: I can!

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Peter: You can.

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Peter Voiceover: She'll do something

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and if she'd thought about it,

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she'd know fair well the consequences.

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-: Whoa, whoa, no, no, no, you're not going anywhere.

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Peter Voiceover: It's like she's surprised at it.

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(giggling)

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"I was just doing what I wanted to do."

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(laughing)

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Peter: One more.

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Peter Voiceover: She's the girl version of Malachi.

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At the same time, you know, she's really loving.

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Loves her mummy and daddy.

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When she realizes she's hurt us, you know,

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she's always doing things like writing little cards,

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little sorry notes and how much she loves us and that, yeah.

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(pleasant guitar music)

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Colleen: How do you spell "Mum?"

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Corban: "C."

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Colleen: No, no, that's "Colleen,"

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but how do you spell "Mum?"

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What's that letter?

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Corban: "M."

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Colleen: "M."

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"U."

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Corban: "U."

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"M."

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Colleen: Very good.

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-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] My mum's name is Colleen

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and she's the busiest Mum in the world.

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Corban: Mum.

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-: Mummy Colleen.

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-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] There's no better Mum than her.

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-: I have...

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(laughing)

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I have many people telling me I'm crazy.

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I have five kids and one on the way.

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The oldest is eight.

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And the youngest is turning five.

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So I had five under five.

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It doesn't bother me we have quite a few children

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and I'd like to have more, so...

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(somber flute music)
Yeah.

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-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] This if my grandfather,

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Papa Whittle's house.

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He's my dad's dad and he grew up in this house.

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-: It's been handed down from generation to generation.

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Have had seven generations now of family in this home.

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I think it's quite a rich heritage really,

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with us carrying the name

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and also this house.

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It's over a hundred years old.

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-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] Papa Whittle and my dad

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don't get on anymore

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and Papa Whittle wants to sell the house.

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-: We're hoping that we'll be able to get this place

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and if not,

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there's so many who are quite interested in it

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for cropping and,

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but probably demolish the house,

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which I think is the most saddest part.

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There used to be garden beds all at the front

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and that was Sophie cotton I used to have there.

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Why was it so homely is because it has

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a really good surface house.

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When I first came here,

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actually, all the walls were covered with family photos

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and very impressive ones.

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Look that all dusted over.

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That's Nanny Patsy, eh?

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Corban: Yeah.

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And now she doesn't look like that age.

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Colleen: Oh, she's a little bit older.

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Yeah.
(laughing)

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(pleasant guitar music)

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We've got the cemetery which a lot of people think

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is quite spooky, just a house away from us

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and that's where all the Karena's are buried.

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As we were talking to one of the aunties the other day,

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and she says they would be so people to see

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the children all around and she says she felt

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really comfortable coming into the house.

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-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] Yeah, all of them relatives,

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all the Karena's, we had heaps of them.

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People from the Māori Battalion

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and heaps of family.

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Heaps of people who lived there.

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It's over a hundred years old.

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(dramatic music)

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-: Me and Pete kinda don't wanna voice our,

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voice what we hand to do to the house

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because I'd be just so disappointing if we don't get it.

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And, yeah.

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(horse hooves clapping)

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(horse huffing)

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Coming?

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-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] Today's kind of special

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because Mum and Dad are going to buy the house.

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They're taking my new baby sister, Salem, with them.

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-: Do you mind them going down to the paddock

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or do I just shut that gate?

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-: Yeah, no, I don't want them in the paddock.

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(horse neighing)

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(Peter whistling)

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-: Quick, get ahead of them!

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(birds chirping)

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Oh, the buggers.

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Grab that little mare.

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(traffic commotion)

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(birds chirping)

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I'm just anxious to get it over with.

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I've rather not resign myself to the fact

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that we could lose our home but

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life goes on.

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We'll get over this.

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We've lived quite a blessed life.

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If we lose it.

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If not, it'll be even more blessed.

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-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] But someone else

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had already bought the house,

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so Mum and Dad, they didn't even get to bid.

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Colleen: So what does that mean for us?

00:14:38.724 --> 00:14:40.335
Peter: See the old man poke his head in there?

00:14:40.335 --> 00:14:41.168
Colleen: No, I didn't.

00:14:41.168 --> 00:14:43.169
-: Big smile on his face.
(people chattering)

00:14:43.169 --> 00:14:44.480
-: [Colleen Voiceover] Peter's dad poked his head in

00:14:44.480 --> 00:14:45.770
and gave a big smile.

00:14:45.770 --> 00:14:47.220
He's gone and done something.

00:14:52.196 --> 00:14:54.320
-: Oh well, I was hoping it would all be over today,

00:14:54.320 --> 00:14:55.737
one way or the other.

00:14:58.187 --> 00:14:59.087
She's got no idea.

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I think she's got no idea.

00:15:05.778 --> 00:15:07.185
-: Poof!

00:15:07.185 --> 00:15:08.018
Poof!

00:15:08.018 --> 00:15:08.851
Attack!

00:15:11.580 --> 00:15:13.080
-: This is my home.

00:15:16.637 --> 00:15:17.988
This is my home, this is my community,

00:15:17.988 --> 00:15:21.913
this is where I started, where I was gonna live.

00:15:26.419 --> 00:15:27.836
-: Ah, ah, ah, ah!

00:15:30.140 --> 00:15:31.430
-: Working on options now,

00:15:31.430 --> 00:15:33.733
such as just living like gypsies.

00:15:35.180 --> 00:15:36.370
Sell our truck...

00:15:37.804 --> 00:15:39.200
(laughing)

00:15:39.200 --> 00:15:40.033
Ride around on horses

00:15:40.033 --> 00:15:42.123
and just live on the side of the roads.

00:15:46.071 --> 00:15:47.386
-: Uh,

00:15:47.386 --> 00:15:49.757
that's not where I'd like to be but...

00:15:49.757 --> 00:15:52.507
(child shouting)

00:15:54.430 --> 00:15:56.330
Got lots of family but if I move with my family,

00:15:56.330 --> 00:15:58.270
we've got to see all our horses which is

00:15:58.270 --> 00:16:00.470
the saddest out of all of it.

00:16:01.860 --> 00:16:02.693
Yeah.

00:16:03.765 --> 00:16:06.027
-: I'm going for a swim.

00:16:06.027 --> 00:16:08.410
Forget our worries for an hour or so,

00:16:08.410 --> 00:16:09.583
swim in the river.

00:16:10.730 --> 00:16:11.980
Take the kids for a ride.

00:16:14.293 --> 00:16:17.626
(pleasant guitar music)

00:16:23.301 --> 00:16:25.634
(splashing)

00:16:37.232 --> 00:16:39.899
(horse huffing)

00:16:46.703 --> 00:16:49.453
(water sloshing)

00:16:54.629 --> 00:16:57.128
(birds chirping)

00:16:57.128 --> 00:17:00.128
(traffic commotion)

00:17:04.490 --> 00:17:06.330
-: It's getting quite nasty there.

00:17:06.330 --> 00:17:09.224
We had, on Sunday we had,

00:17:09.224 --> 00:17:11.603
I'd say about 15 people here.

00:17:12.830 --> 00:17:14.913
The guy who apparently has bought it,

00:17:16.170 --> 00:17:18.290
him and his family came over and they were just...

00:17:18.290 --> 00:17:19.703
He was swearing at us.

00:17:20.903 --> 00:17:21.736
And yeah.

00:17:22.630 --> 00:17:24.380
Not that you need 15 people to come

00:17:25.309 --> 00:17:26.509
and kick and family out.

00:17:29.560 --> 00:17:31.433
They actually came to drop some stuff off.

00:17:31.433 --> 00:17:34.080
I don't think, it wasn't a lot of stuff.

00:17:34.080 --> 00:17:36.310
They were just all hanging outside.

00:17:36.310 --> 00:17:37.143
Yeah, so.

00:17:38.626 --> 00:17:40.560
I don't know, maybe it was intimidation tactics,

00:17:40.560 --> 00:17:41.710
I don't know.

00:17:42.750 --> 00:17:44.130
It intimidated me, anyway.

00:17:44.130 --> 00:17:45.390
(laughing)

00:17:45.390 --> 00:17:46.440
It's not nice for the kids.

00:17:46.440 --> 00:17:48.870
We don't want the kids exposed to that kind of rubbish,

00:17:48.870 --> 00:17:52.610
so we'll just get out of the situation.

00:17:52.610 --> 00:17:55.117
He can have the place if he wants it so bad.

00:17:56.997 --> 00:17:57.947
-: I wanna move out.

00:18:01.140 --> 00:18:03.450
I haven't got big, fat prison wardens

00:18:03.450 --> 00:18:07.029
coming over to my house trying to kick me and my family out

00:18:07.029 --> 00:18:08.929
and putting themselves and me at risk.

00:18:11.190 --> 00:18:14.770
He's a prison warden, the guy who come around.

00:18:14.770 --> 00:18:17.090
My dad sorta cut a deal with him

00:18:19.507 --> 00:18:21.257
and got him to try and kick us out.

00:18:22.910 --> 00:18:24.790
-: Well, according to Whittle,

00:18:24.790 --> 00:18:25.650
it is...

00:18:28.214 --> 00:18:30.130
that we

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abide by what he says, you know?

00:18:33.934 --> 00:18:36.500
He's the patriarch.

00:18:36.500 --> 00:18:37.333
We...

00:18:39.620 --> 00:18:40.453
Yeah,

00:18:40.453 --> 00:18:43.670
we go along with what he says.

00:18:43.670 --> 00:18:46.093
He came over the other day, Pete wasn't here,

00:18:47.991 --> 00:18:48.841
and he put a few,

00:18:51.600 --> 00:18:53.500
he thinks we need him for some reason,

00:18:53.500 --> 00:18:56.000
that he's the only one that can save us.

00:18:56.000 --> 00:18:58.874
Save us from what, I don't know.

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And we had a few disagreements

00:19:01.760 --> 00:19:03.210
and I was just telling Peter,

00:19:04.723 --> 00:19:08.430
a few years ago, there's no way I would've spoken,

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you know, voiced my opinion to somebody,

00:19:10.850 --> 00:19:13.923
and here I was arguing with his dad.

00:19:14.822 --> 00:19:17.697
You know, I was thinking that Pete's influence

00:19:17.697 --> 00:19:19.303
must be rubbing off on me.

00:19:19.303 --> 00:19:20.248
(laughing)

00:19:20.248 --> 00:19:21.890
I don't know.

00:19:21.890 --> 00:19:23.040
-: I'd rather not fight.

00:19:25.880 --> 00:19:26.930
I've done things in my past,

00:19:26.930 --> 00:19:29.160
and dealt with people in my past

00:19:29.160 --> 00:19:30.860
who've been quite hard on my past.

00:19:32.230 --> 00:19:36.057
I felt like dishing some of that out on to him.

00:19:36.057 --> 00:19:38.679
That would've brought violence into our home.

00:19:38.679 --> 00:19:40.250
That's something

00:19:40.250 --> 00:19:42.704
I don't want my children to have around them.

00:19:42.704 --> 00:19:47.704
(ominous music)
(police radio commotion)

00:20:14.345 --> 00:20:16.393
(baby crying)

00:20:16.393 --> 00:20:19.880
-: Well here's the course of action.

00:20:19.880 --> 00:20:22.120
He's willing to go away today,

00:20:22.120 --> 00:20:24.857
let things cool down, which is good,

00:20:24.857 --> 00:20:26.533
because we don't want any fit or aggravation.

00:20:26.533 --> 00:20:27.380
Corban: Hello.

00:20:27.380 --> 00:20:28.250
Officer: Hi.

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You're still happy to move out, which is good for him.

00:20:30.798 --> 00:20:31.631
Peter: We're going.

00:20:31.631 --> 00:20:32.464
-: Yeah.
-: We're going.

00:20:32.464 --> 00:20:33.980
But I'm not gonna be bullied into paying rent.

00:20:33.980 --> 00:20:34.813
-: Yeah, no.

00:20:34.813 --> 00:20:36.210
-: And that's extortion.

00:20:36.210 --> 00:20:37.180
Those two big fellows came here,

00:20:37.180 --> 00:20:39.220
they try and kick down the door, that's extortion.

00:20:39.220 --> 00:20:40.920
Tried to drag me out the window.

00:20:40.920 --> 00:20:41.770
That's extortion.

00:20:42.761 --> 00:20:43.850
-: Yeah.

00:20:43.850 --> 00:20:45.680
-: I ended up saying to them last week

00:20:45.680 --> 00:20:47.501
that I'd be out in three weeks.

00:20:47.501 --> 00:20:48.334
-: Yeah.

00:20:48.334 --> 00:20:49.727
-: And he says, "Oh, look, I've bought the place

00:20:49.727 --> 00:20:50.950
"and I've got a mortgage."

00:20:50.950 --> 00:20:51.977
I said, "Look, if you've bought the place

00:20:51.977 --> 00:20:53.246
"then I'll pay you rent."

00:20:53.246 --> 00:20:54.329
Officer: Yeah?

00:20:54.329 --> 00:20:55.162
Peter: Then I find out during the week

00:20:55.162 --> 00:20:56.921
that he hasn't bought the place

00:20:56.921 --> 00:20:59.986
and as soon as I get out there today...

00:20:59.986 --> 00:21:02.486
(baby crying)

00:21:03.907 --> 00:21:04.740
-: What I heard, they turned up

00:21:04.740 --> 00:21:08.386
and had put some stuff in the back yard.

00:21:08.386 --> 00:21:09.421
(baby crying)

00:21:09.421 --> 00:21:11.460
I don't know, Peter just came in, locked the door.

00:21:11.460 --> 00:21:13.243
And they were yelling.

00:21:15.666 --> 00:21:18.295
That's when I realized what was on.

00:21:18.295 --> 00:21:19.128
And...

00:21:20.193 --> 00:21:22.309
through the window

00:21:22.309 --> 00:21:23.973
just swearing.

00:21:23.973 --> 00:21:25.499
(baby crying)

00:21:25.499 --> 00:21:26.832
Oh Salem, Salem.

00:21:27.783 --> 00:21:29.863
(baby crying)

00:21:29.863 --> 00:21:31.951
-: He came over at the window, Mom.

00:21:31.951 --> 00:21:36.951
(baby crying)
(shushing)

00:21:37.079 --> 00:21:39.122
I was getting angry.

00:21:39.122 --> 00:21:40.887
Llewelyn: I was getting scared.

00:21:40.887 --> 00:21:41.932
(harmonic blowing)
-: Mummy,

00:21:41.932 --> 00:21:44.049
I'm drawing you as a mermaid.

00:21:44.049 --> 00:21:46.283
And Dad's gonna be a boy mermaid.

00:21:46.283 --> 00:21:49.200
(harmonic blowing)

00:21:56.102 --> 00:21:57.623
-: It's not under his name.

00:21:57.623 --> 00:21:59.511
It's still under your father's name.

00:21:59.511 --> 00:22:01.920
-: Me and my dad went into an agreement on the property,

00:22:01.920 --> 00:22:03.747
and this is going back over six years,

00:22:03.747 --> 00:22:06.190
and I paid the mortgage and did all that.

00:22:06.190 --> 00:22:07.023
-: Yeah.

00:22:07.023 --> 00:22:08.760
-: Okay, until my dad broke the lease agreement.

00:22:08.760 --> 00:22:09.990
Officer: Where's your dad through all this?

00:22:09.990 --> 00:22:11.569
-: Oh, he's in Havelock.

00:22:11.569 --> 00:22:12.609
Yeah, Havelock.

00:22:12.609 --> 00:22:13.687
-: And how does he live?

00:22:13.687 --> 00:22:16.140
Has he gone around and spoke to those gentlemen?

00:22:16.140 --> 00:22:18.544
-: Oh, he's the one who jacked up this guy

00:22:18.544 --> 00:22:19.810
to bail him out of the mortgage.

00:22:19.810 --> 00:22:22.133
It was up for sale, my dad stopped the sale,

00:22:23.440 --> 00:22:25.430
but he can't transfer the man into him.

00:22:25.430 --> 00:22:27.243
He can't sell the land to him

00:22:27.243 --> 00:22:28.780
because the official signee,

00:22:28.780 --> 00:22:29.717
he still has an interest in the land

00:22:29.717 --> 00:22:30.960
and his assets are frozen.

00:22:30.960 --> 00:22:33.993
So this guy's got him put a hundred grand down.

00:22:33.993 --> 00:22:36.675
That's not my fault, yeah?

00:22:36.675 --> 00:22:38.700
Between him and my dad, my dad does some dodgy deals

00:22:38.700 --> 00:22:41.424
but, you know, it's got nothing to do with me.

00:22:41.424 --> 00:22:44.591
(somber guitar music)

00:22:52.250 --> 00:22:53.750
-: 3-6-3,

00:22:54.864 --> 00:22:56.197
2-4-1.

00:23:01.647 --> 00:23:06.647
-: Can you leave those here till they go?

00:23:07.203 --> 00:23:10.786
(officer speaking muffled)

00:23:20.448 --> 00:23:23.948
-: Might as well wait here, stay in there.

00:23:26.656 --> 00:23:29.656
(traffic commotion)

00:23:30.746 --> 00:23:32.325
(door closing)

00:23:32.325 --> 00:23:35.492
(somber guitar music)

00:23:51.926 --> 00:23:54.509
(door opening)

00:23:56.043 --> 00:23:59.280
I'll emphasize that a decision,

00:23:59.280 --> 00:24:02.860
or some sort of clarification, needs to be made urgently.

00:24:02.860 --> 00:24:03.693
-: Yeah.

00:24:03.693 --> 00:24:05.040
-: To avoid any further problems.

00:24:06.080 --> 00:24:08.268
-: What happens with him grabbing me

00:24:08.268 --> 00:24:10.324
and trying to drag me out the window?

00:24:10.324 --> 00:24:12.200
-: I mean, if they come back again,

00:24:12.200 --> 00:24:15.604
just lock the doors, give us a call and we'll come--

00:24:15.604 --> 00:24:16.589
Peter: But there were coming in.

00:24:16.589 --> 00:24:17.823
They were gonna--
-: Yeah.

00:24:17.823 --> 00:24:19.460
Yeah, well.

00:24:19.460 --> 00:24:22.900
Peter: If you take my rifles away, what do I do then?

00:24:22.900 --> 00:24:24.180
-: Okay.

00:24:24.180 --> 00:24:26.068
Thanks for your help, I appreciate these.

00:24:26.068 --> 00:24:27.047
(laughing)

00:24:27.047 --> 00:24:29.297
Sorry I have to take these.

00:24:35.444 --> 00:24:38.611
(children chattering)

00:24:41.567 --> 00:24:45.067
(melancholy guitar music)

00:24:45.910 --> 00:24:48.010
Malachi: Did they take one of the guns?

00:24:54.199 --> 00:24:55.543
-: Took all of them.
-: Did we make it?

00:24:55.543 --> 00:24:57.668
-: Can I have all yous kids?

00:24:57.668 --> 00:25:01.168
(children mumbling)

00:25:01.168 --> 00:25:03.388
-: All of us started crying.

00:25:03.388 --> 00:25:04.242
I was angry.

00:25:04.242 --> 00:25:05.343
Peter: You were angry, eh?

00:25:05.343 --> 00:25:06.810
-: Yeah, I got angry.

00:25:06.810 --> 00:25:09.213
I felt like picking up that thing in the back

00:25:09.213 --> 00:25:10.256
when they were coming in.

00:25:10.256 --> 00:25:11.499
I felt like it.

00:25:11.499 --> 00:25:12.666
I'm too angry.

00:25:16.448 --> 00:25:18.501
-: Lucky we're gonna camp tomorrow.

00:25:18.501 --> 00:25:19.406
I said to Mum,

00:25:19.406 --> 00:25:20.802
we should get all our stuff ready tonight

00:25:20.802 --> 00:25:21.635
and we just all leave.

00:25:21.635 --> 00:25:24.523
Leave this house, place, mess it all up.

00:25:25.871 --> 00:25:27.314
Peter: Mess it all up?

00:25:27.314 --> 00:25:28.481
(shouting)

00:25:28.481 --> 00:25:29.404
Kids, do you want to clean up this mess

00:25:29.404 --> 00:25:32.154
in this room when you made toast?

00:25:34.076 --> 00:25:37.409
(Llewelyn singing tune)

00:25:43.881 --> 00:25:45.654
(Llewelyn muttering)

00:25:45.654 --> 00:25:47.537
Malachi: Oh!

00:25:47.537 --> 00:25:49.073
-: What?

00:25:49.073 --> 00:25:50.324
-: Have a look what you did.

00:25:50.324 --> 00:25:51.157
Peter: Eggs.

00:25:51.157 --> 00:25:52.530
-: I know what we should do.

00:25:52.530 --> 00:25:55.654
Put some eggs and some steak

00:25:55.654 --> 00:25:56.653
and then say, "Here."

00:25:56.653 --> 00:25:58.580
Just like sandwich

00:25:58.580 --> 00:25:59.800
to them.

00:25:59.800 --> 00:26:01.233
You give it to them

00:26:01.233 --> 00:26:02.988
and make sure that they eat the eggs.

00:26:02.988 --> 00:26:04.289
-: That would be yuck.

00:26:04.289 --> 00:26:07.039
Because it's sour on your tongue.

00:26:07.887 --> 00:26:08.720
Peter: Is it?

00:26:08.720 --> 00:26:09.553
-: Yeah.

00:26:09.553 --> 00:26:12.275
(police sirens alarming)

00:26:12.275 --> 00:26:14.201
(car zooming)

00:26:14.201 --> 00:26:17.451
(dramatic piano music)

00:26:29.256 --> 00:26:31.756
(baby crying)

00:26:34.905 --> 00:26:37.155
(mumbling)

00:26:50.627 --> 00:26:52.720
-: Anything in there?

00:26:52.720 --> 00:26:53.572
Anything salvageable?

00:26:53.572 --> 00:26:55.813
Officer: No, not by the look of it.

00:26:55.813 --> 00:26:58.563
(birds chirping)

00:27:00.859 --> 00:27:02.307
-: I says, "Oh, there's nothing to worry about, Peter.

00:27:02.307 --> 00:27:04.017
"They've all got trespass notices.

00:27:04.017 --> 00:27:05.740
"They can't come on to the property."

00:27:05.740 --> 00:27:06.740
I says, "Let's get rid of your shed."

00:27:06.740 --> 00:27:09.280
Because, you know, it's so easy to get into the shed.

00:27:09.280 --> 00:27:11.540
And he says, "Are you sure?"

00:27:11.540 --> 00:27:13.357
And I says, "No, no, we'll leave the house.

00:27:13.357 --> 00:27:15.200
"We'll get rid of your shed."

00:27:15.200 --> 00:27:17.500
And that was the very last load that we did.

00:27:17.500 --> 00:27:20.313
So we left all the photos and...

00:27:22.033 --> 00:27:23.250
and our stuff.

00:27:23.250 --> 00:27:25.140
Ugh, it's just...

00:27:25.140 --> 00:27:26.893
You can't replace photos.

00:27:28.091 --> 00:27:30.424
(sniffling)

00:27:33.948 --> 00:27:35.202
(insects buzzing)

00:27:35.202 --> 00:27:37.369
(yelling)

00:27:39.320 --> 00:27:40.370
-: He's a Frenchman.

00:27:40.370 --> 00:27:41.460
He's from England.

00:27:41.460 --> 00:27:42.570
Another Arabian.

00:27:42.570 --> 00:27:44.594
He's an American.

00:27:44.594 --> 00:27:48.466
(somber guitar music)

00:27:48.466 --> 00:27:50.583
-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] I love the house.

00:27:50.583 --> 00:27:53.373
Me and brother even buried some of our soldiers there.

00:28:01.467 --> 00:28:02.873
But camping is fun too.

00:28:06.802 --> 00:28:09.802
(children shouting)

00:28:14.327 --> 00:28:16.327
-: You might think we're going through a lot of hardships,

00:28:16.327 --> 00:28:18.797
especially with the house burning and having to live in,

00:28:18.797 --> 00:28:20.897
you know, a lot of people are like saying,

00:28:20.897 --> 00:28:23.027
"You're living in a caravan with six children?"

00:28:23.027 --> 00:28:25.477
You know, they think I'm Superwoman or something.

00:28:26.570 --> 00:28:29.453
I guess it varies on how people can cope.

00:28:30.390 --> 00:28:32.030
You know,

00:28:32.030 --> 00:28:35.090
I guess someone who's lived in a flash house

00:28:35.090 --> 00:28:37.613
and had everything given to them,

00:28:37.613 --> 00:28:42.015
they would find this way too hard to endure.

00:28:42.015 --> 00:28:44.515
(baby cooing)

00:28:45.580 --> 00:28:48.250
But it could be worse.

00:28:48.250 --> 00:28:49.620
You know?

00:28:49.620 --> 00:28:51.341
I've got so much,

00:28:51.341 --> 00:28:52.700
you know, the house has burnt down,

00:28:52.700 --> 00:28:54.140
we've lost a lot of things.

00:28:54.140 --> 00:28:55.785
But I've got my children.

00:28:55.785 --> 00:28:56.685
They're all alive.

00:28:57.540 --> 00:28:59.064
They're safe, they're happy.

00:28:59.064 --> 00:28:59.897
Boo.

00:28:59.897 --> 00:29:03.140
(pleasant guitar music)

00:29:03.140 --> 00:29:06.820
All we ever wanted for our kids to be happy.

00:29:06.820 --> 00:29:10.473
Enjoying life and being happy with each other.

00:29:12.207 --> 00:29:15.177
I think a place like this actually

00:29:15.177 --> 00:29:16.922
brings it out, really.

00:29:16.922 --> 00:29:19.922
(children shouting)

00:29:22.310 --> 00:29:24.120
-: Do you wanna look at my tooth?

00:29:28.489 --> 00:29:30.500
It's a little one.

00:29:30.500 --> 00:29:32.817
I pulled it out by myself.

00:29:32.817 --> 00:29:35.984
He kicked me in the mouth and my wiggly tooth was,

00:29:35.984 --> 00:29:39.163
then it started bending over like that.

00:29:39.163 --> 00:29:40.233
I just pulled it out.

00:29:42.410 --> 00:29:43.550
-: Did it hurt?

00:29:43.550 --> 00:29:45.020
-: Nah.

00:29:45.020 --> 00:29:48.430
-: I've never ever feared the kids being on the horses.

00:29:48.430 --> 00:29:51.800
We've always talked to them about safety, you know.

00:29:51.800 --> 00:29:54.673
So we've never ever worried about safety helmets.

00:29:56.370 --> 00:29:58.230
We would never put our kids on a horse

00:29:58.230 --> 00:30:01.350
we would feel they would be in danger.

00:30:01.350 --> 00:30:03.160
It's human nature to like to be thrilled

00:30:03.160 --> 00:30:04.360
and to have fun and--

00:30:04.360 --> 00:30:05.980
-: Mom, I ditched the others!

00:30:05.980 --> 00:30:07.680
Just ran off without 'em.

00:30:07.680 --> 00:30:08.797
Chasing after a rabbit.

00:30:08.797 --> 00:30:10.520
-: [Colleen Voiceover] Children don't fear things

00:30:10.520 --> 00:30:11.670
unless you put fear into them.

00:30:11.670 --> 00:30:12.969
Peter: Oh, hello.

00:30:12.969 --> 00:30:15.969
(children shouting)

00:30:18.280 --> 00:30:19.333
-: Living out here too,

00:30:19.333 --> 00:30:20.166
they just go and do their own things,

00:30:20.166 --> 00:30:22.610
they could have their own adventures.

00:30:22.610 --> 00:30:26.560
Life's fun, life's, I guess to them, good.

00:30:26.560 --> 00:30:27.870
(children chattering)

00:30:27.870 --> 00:30:29.230
They love it here.

00:30:29.230 --> 00:30:30.140
Why wouldn't they though?

00:30:30.140 --> 00:30:33.163
It's very beautiful and life's just fun.

00:30:34.210 --> 00:30:35.750
But are we raising them

00:30:37.970 --> 00:30:39.830
to be disappointed when they're older?

00:30:39.830 --> 00:30:42.913
'Cause life's just changing and the world's changing.

00:30:43.930 --> 00:30:47.513
I hope my kids grow up to appreciate this life.

00:30:48.820 --> 00:30:49.653
Malachi: You'll like it, Eli.

00:30:49.653 --> 00:30:52.310
-: But the world still allows us to have a life like this.

00:30:54.100 --> 00:30:56.580
We just worry that we're gonna raise our kids

00:30:56.580 --> 00:30:59.583
and life's gonna be not what they expected.

00:31:00.770 --> 00:31:04.590
It's gonna be full of hardships and...

00:31:05.510 --> 00:31:06.343
And...

00:31:09.170 --> 00:31:10.250
Not this.

00:31:10.250 --> 00:31:11.633
(pleasant guitar music)

00:31:11.633 --> 00:31:13.883
(giggling)

00:31:37.387 --> 00:31:40.245
(splashing)

00:31:40.245 --> 00:31:43.578
(horse hooves thumping)

00:31:49.127 --> 00:31:51.877
(waves rumbling)

00:31:52.988 --> 00:31:55.821
(birds squawking)

00:32:00.407 --> 00:32:03.074
(whip cracking)

00:32:04.368 --> 00:32:07.035
(whip cracking)

00:32:10.972 --> 00:32:14.055
(seagulls squawking)

00:32:24.008 --> 00:32:25.683
-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] But Dad found us a shed to live in

00:32:25.683 --> 00:32:26.980
that has lots of paddocks

00:32:26.980 --> 00:32:28.903
so all our horses can stay with us.

00:32:33.551 --> 00:32:36.801
(ocean waves crashing)

00:32:37.710 --> 00:32:40.500
We thought we might have to move to my Nana Doreen's house,

00:32:40.500 --> 00:32:41.713
that's my Mum's mum.

00:32:42.825 --> 00:32:45.180
-: I said to Peter I wasn't keen on coming back to the share

00:32:45.180 --> 00:32:49.260
because Mum's house got a lot more comforts

00:32:49.260 --> 00:32:52.060
but when we came here, it was just,

00:32:52.060 --> 00:32:53.500
this is home.

00:32:53.500 --> 00:32:56.160
This is where our family function.

00:32:56.160 --> 00:32:57.070
We function here.

00:32:57.070 --> 00:32:59.317
You know, and even the kids are like,

00:32:59.317 --> 00:33:01.411
"Oh, it's so nice to be home, eh, Mum?"

00:33:01.411 --> 00:33:02.520
(laughing)

00:33:02.520 --> 00:33:03.860
I'm like, "It is, you know."

00:33:03.860 --> 00:33:04.840
Even though we don't have a,

00:33:04.840 --> 00:33:07.650
we've gotta rush up there to the toilet and everything.

00:33:07.650 --> 00:33:10.600
It's just, we function here as a family.

00:33:10.600 --> 00:33:12.170
We have fun here.

00:33:12.170 --> 00:33:13.951
We are together.

00:33:13.951 --> 00:33:15.500
Yeah.

00:33:15.500 --> 00:33:17.080
We can do without.

00:33:17.080 --> 00:33:18.879
(somber guitar music)

00:33:18.879 --> 00:33:19.712
-: Wee!

00:33:21.353 --> 00:33:23.225
Wely, I have the genie!

00:33:23.225 --> 00:33:24.820
-: [Colleen Voiceover] Children know a lot.

00:33:24.820 --> 00:33:26.000
We think they don't

00:33:26.000 --> 00:33:29.469
but they know more than what they put out.

00:33:29.469 --> 00:33:31.373
-: Look, I'm wanna go for another ride.

00:33:31.373 --> 00:33:33.130
-: [Colleen Voiceover] We had to withdraw ourselves

00:33:33.130 --> 00:33:36.093
so that we could protect the kids,

00:33:36.093 --> 00:33:39.260
and I knew through the things that they were saying,

00:33:39.260 --> 00:33:41.660
that we needed to do that just so that they could

00:33:41.660 --> 00:33:44.493
not be influenced by our feelings.

00:33:45.650 --> 00:33:49.090
Just because things are going bad between Pete's family,

00:33:49.090 --> 00:33:51.440
our children don't need to be affected by them.

00:33:56.598 --> 00:33:58.630
We all fell in love with Peter's mother,

00:33:58.630 --> 00:34:00.044
and when you fall in love with a person,

00:34:00.044 --> 00:34:01.870
you fall in love with everything about them.

00:34:01.870 --> 00:34:04.080
Whether it's children she's had with someone else,

00:34:04.080 --> 00:34:05.470
and they were young children.

00:34:05.470 --> 00:34:07.548
Peter was probably nine

00:34:07.548 --> 00:34:10.533
and how could you not love a little nine year old?

00:34:11.890 --> 00:34:12.760
How could you

00:34:14.220 --> 00:34:16.570
begrudge them that they had a different father?

00:34:17.807 --> 00:34:21.140
(dramatic guitar music)

00:34:23.000 --> 00:34:26.060
The situation with our family and the house

00:34:26.060 --> 00:34:27.543
is not a good one.

00:34:29.690 --> 00:34:30.650
I've never had to deal with

00:34:30.650 --> 00:34:33.640
these kind of issues in my family.

00:34:33.640 --> 00:34:35.740
I was always taught we talk about things

00:34:35.740 --> 00:34:37.870
and we solve problems.

00:34:37.870 --> 00:34:42.370
Where as Peter grew up where your opinion didn't matter.

00:34:42.370 --> 00:34:45.216
It was, "Mum and Dad were right."

00:34:45.216 --> 00:34:46.384
(whip cracking)

00:34:46.384 --> 00:34:49.301
(horses squealing)

00:34:52.020 --> 00:34:54.100
At the moment we can't resolve the problem.

00:34:54.100 --> 00:34:56.150
We've had to protect ourselves

00:34:56.150 --> 00:34:58.073
because it was causing a lot of hurt.

00:35:01.509 --> 00:35:02.592
-: Don't bite.

00:35:03.950 --> 00:35:04.783
You're biting me.

00:35:04.783 --> 00:35:05.947
Salem's a baby.

00:35:09.360 --> 00:35:11.696
Her personality's growing all the time.

00:35:11.696 --> 00:35:14.029
(smooching)

00:35:16.430 --> 00:35:18.240
She's the only one as a little baby

00:35:18.240 --> 00:35:20.453
who really liked me and wanted me, yeah?

00:35:22.288 --> 00:35:23.793
And I loved it because it was,

00:35:24.670 --> 00:35:26.650
it was in a time in my life when I was having

00:35:26.650 --> 00:35:27.920
quite a few trials and

00:35:29.110 --> 00:35:30.410
there's this dark cloud over me,

00:35:30.410 --> 00:35:32.863
there was that little bright thing.

00:35:34.670 --> 00:35:35.610
So she...

00:35:37.300 --> 00:35:38.380
She saved my soul.

00:35:44.835 --> 00:35:47.168
(sniffling)

00:35:49.835 --> 00:35:51.684
(somber guitar music)

00:35:51.684 --> 00:35:53.617
(ocean waves sloshing)

00:35:53.617 --> 00:35:57.243
(distant seagulls squawking)

00:35:57.243 --> 00:35:58.710
It's funny,

00:35:58.710 --> 00:36:02.063
yeah, a little babe is what I needed.

00:36:06.439 --> 00:36:07.347
(chuckling)

00:36:07.347 --> 00:36:10.020
I don't know how people can say there's not a god

00:36:12.200 --> 00:36:14.550
because someone made it happen that way.

00:36:14.550 --> 00:36:15.660
I have a trial and

00:36:17.980 --> 00:36:19.300
have things happen in my life,

00:36:19.300 --> 00:36:21.925
and at the same time there's always a ray of hope

00:36:21.925 --> 00:36:24.885
or something that's bright.

00:36:24.885 --> 00:36:27.468
(wind howling)

00:36:28.710 --> 00:36:29.543
So...

00:36:30.860 --> 00:36:32.060
She came at a good time.

00:36:35.118 --> 00:36:36.860
But they all have, they've all come at good times.

00:36:36.860 --> 00:36:39.250
They've all come at the right time.

00:36:39.250 --> 00:36:41.997
My wife came into my life at the right time.

00:36:41.997 --> 00:36:45.164
(somber guitar music)

00:36:50.430 --> 00:36:52.880
They say I married above myself and I feel I did.

00:36:55.471 --> 00:36:58.638
(children chattering)

00:37:01.039 --> 00:37:03.000
I feel that the rest of my life I have to work

00:37:03.000 --> 00:37:04.603
at being worthy to have my wife.

00:37:12.709 --> 00:37:13.542
-: Wee!

00:37:14.495 --> 00:37:16.575
Llewelyn: That's gonna be the palace of our Emperor.

00:37:16.575 --> 00:37:18.775
Malachi: Whoa!

00:37:18.775 --> 00:37:21.545
Peter: Malachi, do you want your sister to fall?

00:37:21.545 --> 00:37:22.825
-: No.

00:37:22.825 --> 00:37:26.238
Peter: Well obviously you do.

00:37:26.238 --> 00:37:27.700
-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] My Mum's having another baby

00:37:27.700 --> 00:37:31.600
and Aurora and Corban want it to be a girl.

00:37:31.600 --> 00:37:34.180
But me and Elias are hoping it's a boy

00:37:34.180 --> 00:37:36.920
because get to do all the work down at the yard

00:37:36.920 --> 00:37:38.570
and help Dad and stuff like that.

00:37:39.684 --> 00:37:41.434
-: Now that I'm having another baby,

00:37:43.138 --> 00:37:44.138
a little bit more...

00:37:49.780 --> 00:37:51.420
Not so keen, I think,

00:37:51.420 --> 00:37:53.650
I'm not so keen on us having this child

00:37:53.650 --> 00:37:55.610
and maybe having more

00:37:55.610 --> 00:37:57.740
because we're in a situation,

00:37:57.740 --> 00:37:59.614
well, look, we live in a shed.

00:37:59.614 --> 00:38:01.350
(chuckling)

00:38:01.350 --> 00:38:04.468
Home is my kids, my husband.

00:38:04.468 --> 00:38:06.093
Not a flash building.

00:38:06.930 --> 00:38:09.600
It's just where you're loved

00:38:09.600 --> 00:38:11.880
and so...

00:38:11.880 --> 00:38:13.980
Yeah, I couldn't say I'm homeless, no way.

00:38:15.140 --> 00:38:19.200
Financially, we're not in a situation to have 10.

00:38:19.200 --> 00:38:20.300
(chuckling)

00:38:20.300 --> 00:38:22.171
But, who knows, maybe down the track

00:38:22.171 --> 00:38:24.330
we probably could have more.

00:38:24.330 --> 00:38:25.742
You know, it'd be nice.

00:38:25.742 --> 00:38:27.254
(chainsaw buzzing)

00:38:27.254 --> 00:38:30.421
(upbeat guitar music)

00:38:33.617 --> 00:38:36.480
-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] My dad's got all horses out there.

00:38:36.480 --> 00:38:38.140
He's gonna start a business.

00:38:38.140 --> 00:38:40.555
I reckon I'll like it there.

00:38:40.555 --> 00:38:43.722
(upbeat guitar music)

00:39:14.080 --> 00:39:14.913
-: It's funny, you know,

00:39:14.913 --> 00:39:17.810
this society which is based on capitalism

00:39:17.810 --> 00:39:21.290
has actually systematically taken from people

00:39:22.449 --> 00:39:24.360
this idea of...

00:39:25.710 --> 00:39:27.410
Of having a right, God given right,

00:39:27.410 --> 00:39:31.460
to dwell on the land and to be on land.

00:39:31.460 --> 00:39:33.530
They've systematically done it.

00:39:33.530 --> 00:39:35.380
So the whole society is based

00:39:35.380 --> 00:39:36.850
on this idea of land ownership.

00:39:36.850 --> 00:39:40.320
Our whole society is based and that is the truest wealth

00:39:40.320 --> 00:39:42.090
of owning the actual land.

00:39:42.090 --> 00:39:44.700
Because then anyone else who wants to actually dwell

00:39:44.700 --> 00:39:47.610
or live on the land is subject to the person

00:39:47.610 --> 00:39:48.797
who says, "I own it."

00:39:49.810 --> 00:39:51.210
They're at the whim of them.

00:39:52.360 --> 00:39:54.470
But all land belongs to the Crown.

00:39:54.470 --> 00:39:56.430
And anybody who buys a piece of land in this country

00:39:56.430 --> 00:39:59.260
buys a free hold title from the Crown

00:39:59.260 --> 00:40:01.260
that they can hand on to their children,

00:40:01.260 --> 00:40:03.600
and they believe, they're under this misconception

00:40:03.600 --> 00:40:04.760
that they actually own the land.

00:40:04.760 --> 00:40:06.820
But anytime the Crown wanted to take the land

00:40:06.820 --> 00:40:11.660
or to use the land, they have the power to do so,

00:40:11.660 --> 00:40:13.213
because they say they own it.

00:40:16.100 --> 00:40:18.640
Just to live the way I wanna live,

00:40:18.640 --> 00:40:20.340
I have to buy into this whole aspect

00:40:20.340 --> 00:40:22.423
of money and earning money.

00:40:25.440 --> 00:40:26.273
Yeah.

00:40:27.650 --> 00:40:28.950
The other option is that I

00:40:30.827 --> 00:40:31.700
could just become a gypsy

00:40:31.700 --> 00:40:33.360
and live on the road with my horses.

00:40:33.360 --> 00:40:35.223
But that gives us no security.

00:40:36.660 --> 00:40:40.940
I've gotten to the point where I,

00:40:40.940 --> 00:40:45.290
I'm gonna have to earn enough money to buy land

00:40:45.290 --> 00:40:47.627
and say that I own the land

00:40:47.627 --> 00:40:50.250
and now I can stay on it.

00:40:50.250 --> 00:40:52.483
And I can have my horses on my land.

00:40:55.500 --> 00:40:57.086
It's a conundrum.

00:40:57.086 --> 00:40:59.586
(dog barking)

00:41:00.917 --> 00:41:01.750
Coco.

00:41:03.349 --> 00:41:05.020
It's not even very deep, is it?

00:41:05.020 --> 00:41:06.240
This is where you went wrong, Coco.

00:41:06.240 --> 00:41:08.683
You should've come in from the top.

00:41:08.683 --> 00:41:09.533
It's only a baby.

00:41:11.010 --> 00:41:11.843
Gotcha.

00:41:11.843 --> 00:41:12.676
So scared.

00:41:14.862 --> 00:41:17.290
No, no, no.

00:41:17.290 --> 00:41:18.640
Better than down the pants.

00:41:22.734 --> 00:41:23.884
The kids will love you.

00:41:26.136 --> 00:41:29.230
(door creaking)

00:41:29.230 --> 00:41:32.063
(engine rumbling)

00:41:41.480 --> 00:41:44.230
(water sloshing)

00:41:48.150 --> 00:41:49.600
He's yielding to my pressure.

00:41:51.320 --> 00:41:53.243
I had him here on the slippery ground first.

00:41:54.846 --> 00:41:55.679
Good boy.

00:42:07.450 --> 00:42:09.780
We've got similar hair, me and him.

00:42:13.670 --> 00:42:14.520
He's fairly good.

00:42:18.150 --> 00:42:19.980
You've gotta be firm on them though.

00:42:19.980 --> 00:42:22.570
I don't mean firm as in hard, I mean,

00:42:22.570 --> 00:42:23.570
he just stepped then

00:42:25.109 --> 00:42:26.170
and I didn't tell him to step,

00:42:26.170 --> 00:42:29.433
so I put him back pretty much basically where he was.

00:42:31.410 --> 00:42:34.323
And it's, you know, it's discipline.

00:42:35.930 --> 00:42:40.930
It's yielding to my control and my...

00:42:40.930 --> 00:42:41.763
authority.

00:42:45.000 --> 00:42:47.195
As man should be to God.

00:42:47.195 --> 00:42:49.445
(laughing)

00:42:50.310 --> 00:42:53.380
He got a soft knock on the nose to tell him to stand up

00:42:53.380 --> 00:42:54.470
and he fought that so then he got

00:42:54.470 --> 00:42:56.000
a heavier knock on the nose

00:42:56.000 --> 00:42:58.830
and it got heavier and heavier with the rope,

00:42:58.830 --> 00:43:01.190
I used the rope to knock him on the nose

00:43:01.190 --> 00:43:03.010
with the rope holder

00:43:03.010 --> 00:43:04.890
and it got heavier and heavier that he learned,

00:43:04.890 --> 00:43:08.293
that the soft one means the same thing as the heavy one.

00:43:09.450 --> 00:43:11.773
Yeah, so why not just yield to the soft one?

00:43:13.240 --> 00:43:15.130
So, I guess, in a way they are broken.

00:43:15.130 --> 00:43:17.180
They do yield to it or they submit to it.

00:43:20.830 --> 00:43:23.680
I don't think without it you can work on the partnership.

00:43:24.932 --> 00:43:26.730
It's like me in Colleen.

00:43:26.730 --> 00:43:29.680
We got a partnership going with the family.

00:43:29.680 --> 00:43:31.194
But I'm still the master.

00:43:31.194 --> 00:43:32.027
-: Is that right?

00:43:32.027 --> 00:43:34.687
(laughing)

00:43:34.687 --> 00:43:36.415
Yeah, you're funny, all right.

00:43:36.415 --> 00:43:39.103
(Peter laughing)

00:43:39.103 --> 00:43:40.708
(melancholy guitar music)

00:43:40.708 --> 00:43:43.625
(thunder rumbling)

00:43:46.377 --> 00:43:48.710
(scrapping)

00:43:52.173 --> 00:43:54.000
Peter Voiceover: There's a saying that

00:43:54.000 --> 00:43:55.623
there's nothing better for the inside of a man

00:43:55.623 --> 00:43:57.343
than the outside of a horse.

00:43:58.690 --> 00:44:01.540
That's based on just the sight of a horse.

00:44:01.540 --> 00:44:03.970
A beautiful horse is a compelling thing

00:44:03.970 --> 00:44:07.003
to stir the inside of one's soul.

00:44:11.160 --> 00:44:13.203
It goes a bit deeper than that for me.

00:44:15.278 --> 00:44:16.490
It's the inside of a horse,

00:44:16.490 --> 00:44:18.420
it's that spirit inside them

00:44:18.420 --> 00:44:19.950
and that soul inside them that

00:44:21.500 --> 00:44:22.910
it reflects myself.

00:44:22.910 --> 00:44:25.134
It reflects the inner person.

00:44:25.134 --> 00:44:26.930
(thunder rumbling)

00:44:26.930 --> 00:44:30.320
A horse, to me represents, a working horse represents,

00:44:30.320 --> 00:44:33.870
the same way I can craft myself and form myself.

00:44:33.870 --> 00:44:37.890
Because you really hear all this

00:44:37.890 --> 00:44:41.333
to form yourself into something worth being proud of.

00:44:42.850 --> 00:44:45.907
A horse represents practicing of that.

00:44:45.907 --> 00:44:47.838
(water sloshing)

00:44:47.838 --> 00:44:50.890
(thunder rumbling)

00:44:50.890 --> 00:44:53.547
I can take a horse that's a clean animal

00:44:53.547 --> 00:44:57.070
and base instincts and natural instincts

00:44:57.070 --> 00:45:00.540
and I can change those instincts to be of service to me

00:45:01.520 --> 00:45:05.760
but also go against against what natural instincts is has.

00:45:05.760 --> 00:45:09.440
Because a horse that lets me hop on its back and ride it

00:45:09.440 --> 00:45:11.510
and goes off a cliff for me

00:45:11.510 --> 00:45:14.230
or into a river for me or does all these things

00:45:14.230 --> 00:45:15.530
that I get them to do,

00:45:15.530 --> 00:45:19.272
is actually going against all its natural instincts.

00:45:19.272 --> 00:45:22.109
(horse squealing)

00:45:22.109 --> 00:45:24.942
(rocks crumbling)

00:45:32.410 --> 00:45:34.067
If I look at it sometimes, I look at it

00:45:34.067 --> 00:45:36.270
and I think I'm a slave master.

00:45:36.270 --> 00:45:37.220
Basically, I am.

00:45:37.220 --> 00:45:39.770
I get these animals to do what I want

00:45:39.770 --> 00:45:42.400
and in return they get fed well,

00:45:42.400 --> 00:45:44.193
they get cared for, they get loved.

00:45:46.050 --> 00:45:49.210
And that's a fragile relationship

00:45:49.210 --> 00:45:51.950
but you find yourself coming to a relationship

00:45:51.950 --> 00:45:54.540
with the horse where it gets close to equal.

00:45:54.540 --> 00:45:56.640
But I don't know if it ever does get equal

00:45:57.600 --> 00:45:59.280
because it's still my well-being before

00:45:59.280 --> 00:46:00.580
but it gets close to equal

00:46:02.510 --> 00:46:03.343
and you love the animal.

00:46:03.343 --> 00:46:06.560
You know, I've got a few horses here that I love dearly.

00:46:06.560 --> 00:46:09.438
It takes a lot to get that relationship.

00:46:09.438 --> 00:46:12.605
(somber guitar music)

00:46:20.647 --> 00:46:23.480
(birds squawking)

00:46:24.430 --> 00:46:26.480
-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] Those places called Ruahine Range,

00:46:26.480 --> 00:46:27.680
it belongs to our tribe.

00:46:32.600 --> 00:46:35.240
Dad keeps most of his horses up in the mountains.

00:46:35.240 --> 00:46:37.120
He's been breeding them for a long time.

00:46:37.120 --> 00:46:38.563
Some of them are still wild.

00:46:40.395 --> 00:46:41.430
-: To come up hunting and check on them

00:46:41.430 --> 00:46:43.570
and see the new foals in the spring

00:46:43.570 --> 00:46:44.733
and to watch them grow.

00:46:45.694 --> 00:46:47.394
Sometimes I come up here and it's,

00:46:48.290 --> 00:46:49.430
we might have had a hard winter

00:46:49.430 --> 00:46:51.320
or some heavy snows or something

00:46:51.320 --> 00:46:52.690
and you lose some.

00:46:52.690 --> 00:46:54.370
You might see an old mare,

00:46:54.370 --> 00:46:56.070
you might find her dead somewhere.

00:46:57.580 --> 00:47:00.093
Yeah, it can be a bit sad sometimes but...

00:47:01.940 --> 00:47:05.013
Just watch them left to be horses.

00:47:20.840 --> 00:47:22.207
To let them,

00:47:22.207 --> 00:47:24.170
let them breathe and grow up

00:47:26.326 --> 00:47:28.953
and catch them and handle them and take them out.

00:47:31.179 --> 00:47:32.012
Yeah.

00:47:33.243 --> 00:47:34.517
Sell 'em.

00:47:34.517 --> 00:47:36.920
Now I've got the business of the horse trekking on the beach

00:47:36.920 --> 00:47:38.713
where I need most of them.

00:47:38.713 --> 00:47:39.809
(thunder rumbling)

00:47:39.809 --> 00:47:41.790
So I'll probably still sell them, a couple.

00:47:41.790 --> 00:47:43.003
Here comes some rain.

00:47:44.267 --> 00:47:47.070
(rain tapping)

00:47:47.070 --> 00:47:48.490
Sometimes it rains just drizzling like that

00:47:48.490 --> 00:47:50.963
and it's not blowing then it's good for hunting.

00:47:52.220 --> 00:47:53.370
Keeps the animals calm.

00:47:54.273 --> 00:47:57.440
(somber guitar music)

00:48:10.649 --> 00:48:12.100
You see an animal,

00:48:12.100 --> 00:48:13.070
a living being,

00:48:13.070 --> 00:48:17.380
and you're gonna continue your life or sustain your life

00:48:17.380 --> 00:48:19.680
by taking the life of that other living thing.

00:48:21.480 --> 00:48:23.360
I'm taking everything from this animal.

00:48:23.360 --> 00:48:25.166
I'm taking its life.

00:48:25.166 --> 00:48:27.143
It's not a quick, guiltless process.

00:48:28.520 --> 00:48:32.615
I wanna take all care to kill this animal in one shot.

00:48:32.615 --> 00:48:35.782
(somber guitar music)

00:48:36.707 --> 00:48:39.000
I think there's a responsibility, or an oweness on me,

00:48:39.000 --> 00:48:42.073
to do that because of what the animal is giving me.

00:48:43.070 --> 00:48:46.730
This is the difference between hunting to kill something

00:48:46.730 --> 00:48:49.063
and hunting to sustain yourself.

00:48:50.434 --> 00:48:53.601
(somber string music)

00:48:54.800 --> 00:48:57.465
And it's more about being true to your morals,

00:48:57.465 --> 00:48:59.289
or your integrity.

00:48:59.289 --> 00:49:00.716
Just a respect with God,

00:49:00.716 --> 00:49:03.453
that everything that lives is holy.

00:49:04.520 --> 00:49:05.830
Having that in your life

00:49:05.830 --> 00:49:09.140
helps you to make decisions based on a conscience

00:49:09.140 --> 00:49:11.252
rather than rules.

00:49:11.252 --> 00:49:14.419
(somber guitar music)

00:49:19.220 --> 00:49:20.053
Don't get me wrong,

00:49:20.053 --> 00:49:22.056
I love to hun because it,

00:49:22.980 --> 00:49:24.430
it does something in me,

00:49:24.430 --> 00:49:27.253
it makes me feel, makes me feel pure.

00:49:28.350 --> 00:49:30.940
To go out there and to,

00:49:30.940 --> 00:49:31.900
to work,

00:49:31.900 --> 00:49:32.750
you know, it's...

00:49:33.666 --> 00:49:36.560
You know, I could spend a day at the freezing works,

00:49:36.560 --> 00:49:38.650
killing cattle and working,

00:49:38.650 --> 00:49:40.193
and not working really hard.

00:49:41.060 --> 00:49:43.210
Not working myself into a sweat

00:49:43.210 --> 00:49:46.180
and earn enough that day to maybe buy

00:49:46.180 --> 00:49:48.243
half a side of venison, half a deer.

00:49:51.170 --> 00:49:54.043
And there's no satisfaction in it.

00:49:56.840 --> 00:49:59.160
Here I work hard and I'll be sweating,

00:49:59.160 --> 00:50:02.450
you know, to shoot a dear down in some gully.

00:50:02.450 --> 00:50:04.140
You've gotta carry it up, and there'll be times

00:50:04.140 --> 00:50:05.797
when I'll just be sitting there thinking,

00:50:05.797 --> 00:50:07.077
"I don't know if I can go any further

00:50:07.077 --> 00:50:09.174
"with this thing on my back."

00:50:09.174 --> 00:50:10.520
I cleared the rifle up,

00:50:10.520 --> 00:50:12.571
the scope was clear,

00:50:12.571 --> 00:50:14.230
and Nick shot this one.

00:50:14.230 --> 00:50:15.313
There's Nick.

00:50:17.200 --> 00:50:18.043
Nice little pig.

00:50:19.250 --> 00:50:20.790
Nice little porker.

00:50:20.790 --> 00:50:23.142
Peter Voiceover: It's a lot more work.

00:50:23.142 --> 00:50:26.280
But it makes me feel good, it makes me feel healthy.

00:50:26.280 --> 00:50:27.439
-: He's healthy.

00:50:27.439 --> 00:50:29.226
Got a little bit of fat in him.

00:50:29.226 --> 00:50:31.893
(flies buzzing)

00:50:37.008 --> 00:50:37.841
Ah.

00:50:37.841 --> 00:50:38.700
Have a shower.

00:50:38.700 --> 00:50:40.200
Hang him up and have a shower.

00:50:45.060 --> 00:50:47.190
I'm not worried about being a great hunter

00:50:47.190 --> 00:50:49.830
and mounting heads and putting them up on my wall

00:50:49.830 --> 00:50:51.180
and all that sort of thing.

00:50:53.610 --> 00:50:55.160
Because that's not why I do it.

00:50:57.130 --> 00:50:59.250
I put meat on the table and that's what I want.

00:50:59.250 --> 00:51:01.400
I don't wanna be known as the great hunter.

00:51:03.275 --> 00:51:05.830
But it makes me feel great to provide food.

00:51:07.723 --> 00:51:09.940
(bird whistling)

00:51:09.940 --> 00:51:13.820
I've got great memories of my childhood or when I was young,

00:51:13.820 --> 00:51:16.120
coming up into the mountains here with my dad.

00:51:17.504 --> 00:51:20.254
(fire crackling)

00:51:21.720 --> 00:51:23.770
Great memories of me and my wife

00:51:23.770 --> 00:51:25.053
before we were even courting.

00:51:25.053 --> 00:51:28.320
We were good friends and used to come up here

00:51:28.320 --> 00:51:30.033
and spend long periods up here.

00:51:32.527 --> 00:51:33.923
We'd just come up here and

00:51:35.410 --> 00:51:37.773
bring food and stay until the food ran out.

00:51:39.730 --> 00:51:40.950
Colleen might say

00:51:40.950 --> 00:51:43.963
that she felt like a fizzy drink or a Rush Munro ice cream.

00:51:45.130 --> 00:51:47.380
So we'd pack up and ride out all of a sudden,

00:51:48.580 --> 00:51:50.632
after spending a few weeks in here.

00:51:50.632 --> 00:51:52.843
(pleasant guitar music)

00:51:52.843 --> 00:51:55.676
(insects buzzing)

00:52:08.797 --> 00:52:11.547
(monkey hooting)

00:52:12.866 --> 00:52:13.980
-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] Dad found us a new house

00:52:13.980 --> 00:52:14.980
on the edge of town.

00:52:15.880 --> 00:52:19.080
We had to change schools again but our new school was cool.

00:52:19.080 --> 00:52:20.157
Llewelyn: And there's this one.

00:52:20.157 --> 00:52:21.530
-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] And we learn Māori,

00:52:21.530 --> 00:52:23.347
English and Spanish.

00:52:23.347 --> 00:52:24.180
-: [Colleen Voiceover] It's really nice

00:52:24.180 --> 00:52:26.011
to have a home that's specious.

00:52:26.011 --> 00:52:27.543
(baby cooing)

00:52:27.543 --> 00:52:29.926
-: This the room where we can play.

00:52:29.926 --> 00:52:31.786
-: That's the timeout room.

00:52:31.786 --> 00:52:33.050
We're gonna get a lock on it.

00:52:33.050 --> 00:52:37.140
-: But with more room we tend to want more space.

00:52:37.140 --> 00:52:39.050
The children tend to go to their rooms

00:52:39.050 --> 00:52:40.250
and play with there things

00:52:40.250 --> 00:52:41.880
and we've kind of divided.

00:52:41.880 --> 00:52:43.800
Whereas, in our little shed,

00:52:43.800 --> 00:52:45.120
we were all in one room,

00:52:45.120 --> 00:52:47.823
we were more content to be with one another.

00:52:49.270 --> 00:52:51.720
I liked it better, I felt there was more happiness

00:52:51.720 --> 00:52:54.980
in a smaller home than I do in a bigger one.

00:52:54.980 --> 00:52:56.449
-: It's a little bit messy!

00:52:56.449 --> 00:52:58.940
-: In my room you can get out the window

00:52:58.940 --> 00:53:02.769
and on to the roof and over to Mum's bedroom.

00:53:02.769 --> 00:53:04.336
-: Oh, who knows how many meals.

00:53:04.336 --> 00:53:07.873
Couple of months for two families, anyways.

00:53:07.873 --> 00:53:10.206
At least a couple of months.

00:53:11.590 --> 00:53:13.923
Yeah, most of it's ready to,

00:53:14.779 --> 00:53:18.003
ready to be cut up and bagged in the freezer.

00:53:20.650 --> 00:53:22.667
A hundred years ago we would've smoked most of it,

00:53:22.667 --> 00:53:27.667
made sausages and things instead of packing in the freezer.

00:53:39.007 --> 00:53:42.174
(children chattering)

00:53:43.610 --> 00:53:45.351
You guys want to tie them?

00:53:45.351 --> 00:53:47.243
I'll bag them.
-: Yep.

00:53:47.243 --> 00:53:50.980
(children chattering)

00:53:50.980 --> 00:53:53.480
(baby crying)

00:53:54.590 --> 00:53:56.103
-: That's good tasting meat.

00:53:56.103 --> 00:53:59.234
(baby crying)

00:53:59.234 --> 00:54:00.509
Peter: What's wrong, bugger?

00:54:00.509 --> 00:54:02.471
-: She wants some meat, Peter.

00:54:02.471 --> 00:54:03.304
Ask Daddy.

00:54:05.794 --> 00:54:06.917
(crying)

00:54:06.917 --> 00:54:07.750
That's enough.

00:54:07.750 --> 00:54:09.948
There you go, look.

00:54:09.948 --> 00:54:11.781
Peter: Bacon bread.

00:54:13.186 --> 00:54:16.353
(children chattering)

00:54:22.578 --> 00:54:25.057
(children shouting)

00:54:25.057 --> 00:54:28.057
(hooves thundering)

00:54:35.460 --> 00:54:38.920
Me and Pete talk together about our parenting all the time

00:54:38.920 --> 00:54:41.600
and how we can improve

00:54:41.600 --> 00:54:42.593
and often,

00:54:43.750 --> 00:54:44.863
I pray about it.

00:54:46.981 --> 00:54:48.540
About things.

00:54:48.540 --> 00:54:50.280
Actually, quite often I do.

00:54:50.280 --> 00:54:51.850
You know, things that bother me

00:54:51.850 --> 00:54:54.450
or I feel like I'm not doing right, I pray about it.

00:55:00.294 --> 00:55:03.044
(child shouting)

00:55:05.850 --> 00:55:08.360
As parents, all we teach them is right and wrong,

00:55:08.360 --> 00:55:10.710
and they learn from their brothers and sisters.

00:55:14.880 --> 00:55:15.713
Corban ride out to Llewelyn,

00:55:15.713 --> 00:55:18.400
Aurora teaching Salem things

00:55:18.400 --> 00:55:21.450
and she makes choices and she sees things and watches things

00:55:21.450 --> 00:55:24.583
and they advise her and then she starts learning.

00:55:26.140 --> 00:55:27.670
Because children want to learn.

00:55:27.670 --> 00:55:29.201
They do.

00:55:29.201 --> 00:55:32.368
(somber guitar music)

00:55:33.898 --> 00:55:37.065
(children chattering)

00:55:38.262 --> 00:55:40.401
(water spraying)

00:55:40.401 --> 00:55:43.234
(balloon popping)

00:55:51.090 --> 00:55:54.420
I knew something was wrong and I had my midwife come over

00:55:56.290 --> 00:55:57.880
and she...

00:55:57.880 --> 00:56:01.470
just checked me over and said it didn't look good.

00:56:01.470 --> 00:56:03.533
She says it looks like baby had died.

00:56:04.679 --> 00:56:06.100
My kids just burst out crying,

00:56:06.100 --> 00:56:07.751
which was, yeah,

00:56:07.751 --> 00:56:09.168
mmmm, really sad.

00:56:12.071 --> 00:56:12.904
Mmmmm.

00:56:13.900 --> 00:56:15.750
We just sat there for awhile, crying.

00:56:16.967 --> 00:56:20.967
(children shouting in distance)

00:56:35.020 --> 00:56:37.770
(truck rumbling)

00:56:42.460 --> 00:56:45.210
(birds chirping)

00:56:48.696 --> 00:56:49.776
-: A year, eh?

00:56:49.776 --> 00:56:51.943
A year since it got burnt.

00:56:55.620 --> 00:56:56.510
I stayed away from it.

00:56:56.510 --> 00:56:58.170
I came and had a quick look

00:56:58.170 --> 00:57:00.520
and since I've stayed away from it.

00:57:00.520 --> 00:57:02.603
Because it gets a fury up in me.

00:57:20.456 --> 00:57:21.720
Some photos!

00:57:21.720 --> 00:57:22.553
Unburned!

00:57:24.890 --> 00:57:25.723
Oh man.

00:57:26.620 --> 00:57:28.020
That'll teach me for not looking in here

00:57:28.020 --> 00:57:29.220
when it first burnt down

00:57:30.093 --> 00:57:31.993
for staying away and sulking about it.

00:57:35.042 --> 00:57:36.842
Oh, we thought we lost all of these.

00:57:37.940 --> 00:57:41.033
Here, someone's dug them out somewhere and scattered them.

00:57:44.600 --> 00:57:45.433
Oh, man.

00:57:45.433 --> 00:57:46.933
Colleen is gonna be so happy.

00:57:48.270 --> 00:57:49.627
With my first born.

00:57:49.627 --> 00:57:51.320
(laughing)

00:57:51.320 --> 00:57:53.333
There's me with my son and my mother.

00:57:54.890 --> 00:57:56.743
Me at 16 years old.

00:57:59.490 --> 00:58:01.350
There was photos of my dad,

00:58:01.350 --> 00:58:03.320
photos of brothers,

00:58:03.320 --> 00:58:05.370
photos of all of our family.

00:58:05.370 --> 00:58:07.260
We'd sit down in the lounge room, there,

00:58:07.260 --> 00:58:08.730
with all the children,

00:58:08.730 --> 00:58:10.280
just with a big box of photos,

00:58:10.280 --> 00:58:12.377
just pulling photos out and the kids would look at it and,

00:58:12.377 --> 00:58:13.537
"What was this horse's name?

00:58:13.537 --> 00:58:15.427
"What was this dog's name?

00:58:15.427 --> 00:58:16.697
"Is that Dad, is that Mum?

00:58:16.697 --> 00:58:17.530
"Who's that?

00:58:17.530 --> 00:58:18.363
"Is that Uncle Carey?

00:58:19.927 --> 00:58:20.900
"Is that Papa?"

00:58:20.900 --> 00:58:22.330
Yeah.

00:58:22.330 --> 00:58:24.110
Spend the whole night doing that.

00:58:24.110 --> 00:58:24.943
Yeah.

00:58:24.943 --> 00:58:26.677
It was something special we'd do now and again.

00:58:29.521 --> 00:58:32.977
My dad put a trespass order against me apparently.

00:58:34.160 --> 00:58:35.810
He did it when I was living here.

00:58:37.530 --> 00:58:39.610
How can you give a tenant a trespass notice?

00:58:39.610 --> 00:58:41.483
He did it because he was angry.

00:58:43.610 --> 00:58:44.960
He acts out of anger a lot.

00:58:46.820 --> 00:58:48.236
-: To be honest,

00:58:48.236 --> 00:58:51.700
I don't now why he really, really does hate Pete.

00:58:51.700 --> 00:58:54.663
His number one goal now is he wants to destroy Peter.

00:58:55.840 --> 00:58:59.190
To the point he's even telling people of recent

00:58:59.190 --> 00:59:01.960
that the horse trekking business is his,

00:59:01.960 --> 00:59:04.060
that all the horses are his

00:59:04.060 --> 00:59:06.940
and that Peter owes him big time.

00:59:06.940 --> 00:59:09.570
And it's like we've totally withdrawn ourselves

00:59:09.570 --> 00:59:11.670
so that he has nothing to do with us

00:59:11.670 --> 00:59:14.263
but he's going out there to do it.

00:59:16.406 --> 00:59:18.920
-: Our bed was here and I liked it here

00:59:18.920 --> 00:59:20.120
because it was familiar.

00:59:21.180 --> 00:59:22.780
And I'd see that view out the window, there,

00:59:22.780 --> 00:59:25.020
I remember laying in my bed and that view

00:59:25.020 --> 00:59:26.570
out the window in the mornings.

00:59:28.200 --> 00:59:29.470
I remember the fireplace going.

00:59:29.470 --> 00:59:32.510
Me and Colleen having the fireplace going in the winter.

00:59:32.510 --> 00:59:33.780
In our bedroom.

00:59:33.780 --> 00:59:35.179
I just took it for granted.

00:59:35.179 --> 00:59:37.893
I thought that I'd always have it.

00:59:39.260 --> 00:59:41.923
Yeah, we were gonna re-pile it and do it all up.

00:59:44.780 --> 00:59:45.613
And honor it.

00:59:47.950 --> 00:59:49.343
Honor the house.

00:59:53.150 --> 00:59:56.620
Coll, come and have a look what I found.

00:59:56.620 --> 00:59:58.054
Elias: All right.

00:59:58.054 --> 01:00:00.588
Aurora: What's in the thing?

01:00:00.588 --> 01:00:01.421
-: Come here, you.

01:00:01.421 --> 01:00:03.841
-: Those are all out negatives.

01:00:03.841 --> 01:00:05.507
(gasping)
That's when Wely was a baby.

01:00:05.507 --> 01:00:07.314
I must've took it out of his album.

01:00:07.314 --> 01:00:08.481
Oh, brilliant!

01:00:11.630 --> 01:00:13.510
-: Walked in the house and I see this photo, here,

01:00:13.510 --> 01:00:15.100
sitting on the ground.

01:00:15.100 --> 01:00:16.937
I found the pages of this.

01:00:16.937 --> 01:00:18.642
-: How come no one noticed those before?

01:00:18.642 --> 01:00:19.475
-: I don't know.

01:00:19.475 --> 01:00:22.650
Because I was sulking and didn't go through everything.

01:00:22.650 --> 01:00:25.300
I didn't pull open boxes like people have been doing.

01:00:26.520 --> 01:00:29.417
Look at these, and the photos are...

01:00:30.441 --> 01:00:32.941
(baby crying)

01:00:36.399 --> 01:00:39.732
(pleasant guitar music)

01:00:43.114 --> 01:00:45.947
(insects buzzing)

01:00:52.604 --> 01:00:53.952
(water flowing)

01:00:53.952 --> 01:00:56.619
(horse huffing)

01:00:59.380 --> 01:01:01.713
(splashing)

01:01:17.315 --> 01:01:19.648
(splashing)

01:01:27.368 --> 01:01:29.701
(splashing)

01:01:31.188 --> 01:01:32.021
Woo!

01:01:42.985 --> 01:01:45.818
(water splashing)

01:01:47.400 --> 01:01:50.233
(insects buzzing)

01:01:52.765 --> 01:01:55.848
(muffled chattering)

01:02:11.421 --> 01:02:14.088
(horse huffing)

01:02:29.624 --> 01:02:32.374
(grass rustling)

01:02:36.690 --> 01:02:37.773
Come on, pal.

01:02:43.526 --> 01:02:46.276
(horses huffing)

01:02:51.922 --> 01:02:54.172
-: Pretty slippery, eh, Dad?

01:03:04.226 --> 01:03:07.059
(horses grunting)

01:03:13.287 --> 01:03:16.454
(somber guitar music)

01:03:20.188 --> 01:03:21.021
Whoa.

01:03:24.769 --> 01:03:26.567
-: Just slowly take a couple of steps forward.

01:03:26.567 --> 01:03:28.150
Let him dip across.

01:03:31.282 --> 01:03:34.449
(somber guitar music)

01:04:09.784 --> 01:04:13.226
(insects buzzing)

01:04:13.226 --> 01:04:15.306
(horse screaming)

01:04:15.306 --> 01:04:18.056
(rocks rustling)

01:04:21.410 --> 01:04:24.690
(horse squealing)

01:04:24.690 --> 01:04:27.943
Oh, she's the bloody bitch that's been pulling back.

01:04:29.416 --> 01:04:31.763
She pulled back and pulled one of them off the cliff.

01:04:32.890 --> 01:04:34.271
We lost one and so she was hanging

01:04:34.271 --> 01:04:36.653
and this one was hold her by her tail.

01:04:36.653 --> 01:04:37.750
The other one was holding her by her head,

01:04:37.750 --> 01:04:39.383
hanging off the edge of the cliff.

01:04:40.690 --> 01:04:41.960
I had to cut her out.

01:04:41.960 --> 01:04:43.050
She fell off the edge

01:04:45.444 --> 01:04:46.277
and rolled down.

01:04:47.435 --> 01:04:50.768
(dramatic guitar music)

01:05:09.469 --> 01:05:12.302
(rocks crumbling)

01:05:16.232 --> 01:05:18.982
(horse grunting)

01:05:21.693 --> 01:05:24.360
(horse huffing)

01:05:29.618 --> 01:05:32.035
She's kind of invincible, eh?

01:05:33.261 --> 01:05:34.555
Is that blood coming off her chest?

01:05:34.555 --> 01:05:36.098
-: Yeah.

01:05:36.098 --> 01:05:37.998
She's got blood here and blood on her.

01:05:45.048 --> 01:05:45.881
Shit.

01:05:47.606 --> 01:05:48.439
-: Come on.

01:05:48.439 --> 01:05:51.939
Nick: Get up there, come on, up you go!

01:06:02.737 --> 01:06:03.830
-: I should've let them out.

01:06:03.830 --> 01:06:06.395
I should've let them.

01:06:06.395 --> 01:06:08.926
She went for a fall, she went tumbling over.

01:06:08.926 --> 01:06:11.676
Easily busted her leg, I thought.

01:06:13.317 --> 01:06:15.400
Nick: Got a nick here.

01:06:17.841 --> 01:06:20.304
There's a poke in the chest that has me worried.

01:06:20.304 --> 01:06:23.847
A little bit of bruising from a branch or something.

01:06:26.710 --> 01:06:28.660
Llewelyn: Look, there's a hole in her chest.

01:06:28.660 --> 01:06:29.493
-: Yeah, I know.

01:06:29.493 --> 01:06:31.643
She got staked, man.

01:06:31.643 --> 01:06:33.142
That was a horrible feeling having that horse

01:06:33.142 --> 01:06:35.693
hanging over a cliff and having to cut her off to drop.

01:06:37.402 --> 01:06:39.553
She went over a couple of times and started rolling.

01:06:41.105 --> 01:06:42.507
(horse grunting)

01:06:42.507 --> 01:06:43.340
Whoa.

01:06:52.977 --> 01:06:54.810
It ain't coming apart.

01:06:56.523 --> 01:06:57.773
Are you better?

01:06:59.699 --> 01:07:03.032
(dramatic guitar music)

01:07:11.563 --> 01:07:14.396
(animals hooting)

01:07:16.081 --> 01:07:18.070
-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] That night when we got to the hut,

01:07:18.070 --> 01:07:20.363
all our dad's wild horses were missing.

01:07:21.482 --> 01:07:24.232
(dramatic music)

01:07:27.151 --> 01:07:29.901
(birds chirping)

01:07:33.050 --> 01:07:34.594
Nick: Seen any horses yet?

01:07:34.594 --> 01:07:35.427
Peter: Eh?

01:07:35.427 --> 01:07:36.400
-: Seen any horses yet?
-: No.

01:07:36.400 --> 01:07:38.653
30 horses disappeared into thin air.

01:07:38.653 --> 01:07:40.450
(Llewelyn mumbling)

01:07:40.450 --> 01:07:42.693
I've revolved myself to the fact that

01:07:42.693 --> 01:07:43.883
they're gone.

01:07:45.440 --> 01:07:46.373
They were stolen.

01:07:49.179 --> 01:07:50.570
I don't know if there's another name for it.

01:07:50.570 --> 01:07:53.500
You take someone else's horses, they're stolen.

01:07:53.500 --> 01:07:55.380
You come in here and taken them away

01:07:55.380 --> 01:07:57.200
somewhere are your property,

01:07:57.200 --> 01:07:58.033
that's theft.

01:07:59.540 --> 01:08:00.373
We'll go overlook.

01:08:00.373 --> 01:08:01.563
There might be something here.

01:08:09.159 --> 01:08:12.151
-: I asked, "Dad, how do you sharpen knives?"

01:08:12.151 --> 01:08:14.210
(flies buzzing)

01:08:14.210 --> 01:08:16.663
Then he told me now that I just keep practicing.

01:08:18.044 --> 01:08:20.294
(clinking)

01:08:33.180 --> 01:08:34.980
Good enough almost pained my finger.

01:08:41.780 --> 01:08:43.424
All done.

01:08:43.424 --> 01:08:46.091
(flies buzzing)

01:08:51.441 --> 01:08:53.041
Now it heaps.

01:08:53.041 --> 01:08:53.874
(chuckling)

01:08:53.874 --> 01:08:55.990
Just a little bits of hair.

01:08:55.990 --> 01:08:57.563
Now my good hair is gone.

01:08:58.577 --> 01:09:00.202
-: Oh man.

01:09:00.202 --> 01:09:01.035
50.

01:09:05.140 --> 01:09:06.950
Peter Voiceover: Well he picks up on everything I do.

01:09:06.950 --> 01:09:09.690
I gotta really, really check myself.

01:09:09.690 --> 01:09:10.790
For a long time, you know,

01:09:10.790 --> 01:09:12.300
I saw all thee good things in him

01:09:12.300 --> 01:09:14.803
that were the good things in me, that I liked.

01:09:16.070 --> 01:09:17.180
And now he's starting to pick up some of

01:09:17.180 --> 01:09:19.447
the bad things in me that I don't like.

01:09:20.364 --> 01:09:22.781
-: Let me look at your finger.

01:09:23.818 --> 01:09:25.463
Llewelyn: It's okay, Dad.

01:09:25.463 --> 01:09:26.813
Peter: It's a paper cut.

01:09:28.086 --> 01:09:29.786
Llewelyn: I know but it stings.

01:09:31.550 --> 01:09:33.210
Peter Voiceover: Of course I'd like him to live by

01:09:33.210 --> 01:09:34.993
morals that I think are right.

01:09:36.420 --> 01:09:38.410
But, you know, he may see things a bit different

01:09:38.410 --> 01:09:39.310
than I see them.

01:09:39.310 --> 01:09:43.865
So I'm hoping he's fortified in his own conscience

01:09:43.865 --> 01:09:46.180
that he'll use it to dictate the decisions

01:09:46.180 --> 01:09:47.723
he makes in his life.

01:09:47.723 --> 01:09:50.556
(insects buzzing)

01:10:08.856 --> 01:10:10.880
-: Can you see how it's easier to keep quiet

01:10:10.880 --> 01:10:12.603
when you walk like that?

01:10:13.511 --> 01:10:15.428
You don't slap it down.

01:10:23.120 --> 01:10:24.080
Funny,

01:10:24.080 --> 01:10:26.477
when I was young, you know, I got into trouble when...

01:10:26.477 --> 01:10:28.240
My old man was a diary keeper

01:10:29.150 --> 01:10:30.417
and he'd keep things in a diary

01:10:30.417 --> 01:10:32.674
and I remember getting in trouble over something

01:10:32.674 --> 01:10:33.920
and he'd pull a diary out

01:10:33.920 --> 01:10:34.940
and start going through a list

01:10:34.940 --> 01:10:36.410
of things that I'd done wrong.

01:10:36.410 --> 01:10:37.243
Yeah?

01:10:38.080 --> 01:10:42.190
Even now, he'll bring up things I did 20 odd years ago.

01:10:43.036 --> 01:10:45.228
You know, when I was a kid I used to sit there

01:10:45.228 --> 01:10:46.240
and he'd be talking to someone

01:10:46.240 --> 01:10:49.800
and he'd tell a story about some magnificent shot

01:10:49.800 --> 01:10:52.280
that he pulled off when he was out deer stalking,

01:10:52.280 --> 01:10:53.113
and I remember he used to say to me,

01:10:53.113 --> 01:10:55.390
"Hey, Peter, you remember that?"

01:10:55.390 --> 01:10:57.040
And I'd be there and I'd be like,

01:10:58.930 --> 01:11:01.560
I'd be like, "No, that was John who did that."

01:11:01.560 --> 01:11:03.023
It was someone else's story.

01:11:04.870 --> 01:11:05.735
And then he'd go,

01:11:05.735 --> 01:11:08.038
(speaking foreign language)

01:11:08.038 --> 01:11:11.040
And he told us earlier that that was the sign

01:11:12.410 --> 01:11:15.410
for if we were saying the wrong thing.

01:11:15.410 --> 01:11:17.727
This is at home, he'd pull us aside and he says,

01:11:17.727 --> 01:11:19.277
"If you hear me say this,

01:11:19.277 --> 01:11:21.227
"that means you need to shut your mouth

01:11:22.337 --> 01:11:23.987
"because you're saying the wrong things.

01:11:23.987 --> 01:11:26.420
"And you're gonna get it when you get home."

01:11:26.420 --> 01:11:27.600
Yeah, that was the sign.

01:11:27.600 --> 01:11:29.715
And so we'd be in a conversation like that, you know,

01:11:29.715 --> 01:11:31.587
and he'd be talking to someone

01:11:31.587 --> 01:11:32.943
and I'd say the wrong thing, like,

01:11:32.943 --> 01:11:34.430
"No, no, John pulled off that shot,"

01:11:34.430 --> 01:11:37.998
or Paul or Dave or someone, yeah?

01:11:37.998 --> 01:11:39.854
Or, "No, Dave did that."

01:11:39.854 --> 01:11:41.990
And this is a 10, 12 year old kid,

01:11:41.990 --> 01:11:42.853
and he's bust out,

01:11:42.853 --> 01:11:46.870
(speaking foreign language)

01:11:46.870 --> 01:11:49.033
And people would be like, "What the hell?"

01:11:49.033 --> 01:11:50.360
And then he'd just go back to normal,

01:11:50.360 --> 01:11:52.487
like telling his story, you know?

01:11:53.842 --> 01:11:54.967
Then I'd be thinking, "Oh, shit,

01:11:54.967 --> 01:11:56.677
"I'm in trouble when I get home.

01:11:56.677 --> 01:11:57.977
"I've said the wrong thing.

01:11:57.977 --> 01:11:59.377
"I've done the wrong thing."

01:12:01.870 --> 01:12:03.740
Yeah, I saw that all the time.

01:12:03.740 --> 01:12:04.573
It's just...

01:12:06.807 --> 01:12:07.830
Eh.

01:12:07.830 --> 01:12:10.025
But at the same time, he could be...

01:12:10.025 --> 01:12:11.156
There's a horse.

01:12:11.156 --> 01:12:14.108
At the same time he could be

01:12:14.108 --> 01:12:16.277
quite a neat, sort of interesting person.

01:12:16.277 --> 01:12:17.640
Come on, son, be careful.

01:12:17.640 --> 01:12:18.520
Come down here and sit down.

01:12:18.520 --> 01:12:20.020
We'll go down around him.

01:12:20.020 --> 01:12:21.841
If she's down there, there might be more.

01:12:21.841 --> 01:12:22.674
-: Yeah?

01:12:22.674 --> 01:12:24.215
-: Right there, look, you can see without the binocular.

01:12:24.215 --> 01:12:25.186
(Nick mumbling)

01:12:25.186 --> 01:12:26.251
-: No, chestnut.

01:12:26.251 --> 01:12:29.237
(pleasant guitar music)

01:12:29.237 --> 01:12:31.904
(whip cracking)

01:12:37.719 --> 01:12:40.719
(hooves thundering)

01:12:47.154 --> 01:12:49.821
(whip cracking)

01:13:10.055 --> 01:13:12.888
(horses neighing)

01:13:21.246 --> 01:13:23.902
(horses grunting)

01:13:23.902 --> 01:13:26.606
Should be another 30, 35 horses or something

01:13:26.606 --> 01:13:27.939
with those ones.

01:13:28.940 --> 01:13:31.649
The foals that I hadn't seen this year.

01:13:31.649 --> 01:13:32.599
The place is empty.

01:13:34.430 --> 01:13:37.263
(hooves thumping)

01:13:44.670 --> 01:13:45.930
What's the lesson to be learned?

01:13:45.930 --> 01:13:46.910
Yeah, what is the lesson?

01:13:46.910 --> 01:13:47.743
To be meek?

01:13:47.743 --> 01:13:49.273
Is that my lesson?

01:13:49.273 --> 01:13:50.873
Because I have been up till now.

01:13:53.950 --> 01:13:56.560
I've had a lot of things done to me and wanted to lash out.

01:13:56.560 --> 01:13:57.560
And haven't done it.

01:13:59.430 --> 01:14:01.880
Someone burns down my house, threatens my family.

01:14:06.760 --> 01:14:07.923
Steals my horses.

01:14:11.737 --> 01:14:13.720
I think I've been pretty passive about it.

01:14:13.720 --> 01:14:16.185
And maybe they take advantage of that.

01:14:16.185 --> 01:14:18.385
Maybe they take advantage of my good nature.

01:14:19.370 --> 01:14:21.950
Or is that the lesson that maybe I should fight?

01:14:21.950 --> 01:14:23.850
Maybe, hey, you fight for what's right

01:14:24.761 --> 01:14:26.863
and you stand up for what you believe in.

01:14:27.970 --> 01:14:30.701
I've done it in a passive way up till now.

01:14:30.701 --> 01:14:33.508
Llewelyn: That's why he's been getting away with it.

01:14:33.508 --> 01:14:35.074
He hasn't seen the hard you.

01:14:35.074 --> 01:14:37.052
-: The hard me?

01:14:37.052 --> 01:14:38.810
Llewelyn: They'll be pissed off.

01:14:38.810 --> 01:14:41.170
-: See, he knows I'm being meek about it.

01:14:41.170 --> 01:14:43.902
He knows that I could be hard.

01:14:43.902 --> 01:14:44.735
Yeah.

01:14:51.122 --> 01:14:53.613
(thunder rumbling)

01:14:53.613 --> 01:14:56.780
(somber guitar music)

01:15:01.430 --> 01:15:02.930
There's no taking things back.

01:15:04.760 --> 01:15:06.710
Because your words can't be taken back.

01:15:07.810 --> 01:15:09.067
The same with your children.

01:15:09.067 --> 01:15:11.117
You can't take back how you treated them.

01:15:16.020 --> 01:15:17.660
I think there's a huge price to pay

01:15:17.660 --> 01:15:20.800
for people who don't get things right in this life

01:15:20.800 --> 01:15:22.150
and don't treat their children right,

01:15:22.150 --> 01:15:24.410
or their spouses right or their fellow men right,

01:15:24.410 --> 01:15:25.453
or themselves right.

01:15:28.308 --> 01:15:30.290
(wind howling)

01:15:30.290 --> 01:15:32.690
Raising children, if you treat them in fairness.

01:15:34.680 --> 01:15:37.710
I treat my children how I would like to have been raised

01:15:37.710 --> 01:15:40.073
now that I have hindsight to look back on it.

01:15:40.943 --> 01:15:43.645
(somber guitar music)

01:15:43.645 --> 01:15:46.478
(insects buzzing)

01:15:55.849 --> 01:16:00.599
-: Mum got it for me at a garage sale for me for a dollar.

01:16:01.940 --> 01:16:03.892
Peter: Who did your hair?

01:16:03.892 --> 01:16:04.725
-: Me.

01:16:06.595 --> 01:16:09.845
(pleasant piano music)

01:16:16.039 --> 01:16:16.872
-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] Every Sunday

01:16:16.872 --> 01:16:19.543
we put on our nice clothes and go to church.

01:16:20.800 --> 01:16:21.633
Peter: Tuck your shirt in, son.

01:16:21.633 --> 01:16:23.260
-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] Papa Whittle and Nana Patsy

01:16:23.260 --> 01:16:25.163
go to the same church too.

01:16:26.660 --> 01:16:28.120
-: Here we go, one, two, three,

01:16:28.120 --> 01:16:29.453
four, five, six.

01:16:29.453 --> 01:16:30.580
-: Come here.

01:16:30.580 --> 01:16:32.420
The kids love their grandparents.

01:16:32.420 --> 01:16:34.947
They haven't been able to love them as much

01:16:34.947 --> 01:16:37.820
and to grow with them as much as they should.

01:16:37.820 --> 01:16:39.370
Not like they have with my mum.

01:16:40.980 --> 01:16:43.690
Because of the situation that we're in.

01:16:43.690 --> 01:16:44.523
But...

01:16:46.350 --> 01:16:47.830
I think my kids are neat.

01:16:47.830 --> 01:16:49.630
You know, there's been times where

01:16:49.630 --> 01:16:50.880
their nanny has walked passed them.

01:16:50.880 --> 01:16:53.993
I saw my son, Malachi, grab her hand,

01:16:55.108 --> 01:16:57.900
and say, "Hello, Nanny."
(crying)

01:17:04.460 --> 01:17:06.830
It's neat they reach out to them.

01:17:09.726 --> 01:17:10.893
Child: Mum?

01:17:12.151 --> 01:17:14.901
(metal creaking)

01:17:17.170 --> 01:17:20.253
(machinery rumbling)

01:17:23.631 --> 01:17:25.964
(crunching)

01:17:55.144 --> 01:17:57.839
-: Turn it off and turn it away.

01:17:57.839 --> 01:18:00.073
Woman: We can turn it away.

01:18:00.073 --> 01:18:01.482
Whittle: Hey. Hey.

01:18:01.482 --> 01:18:03.158
I asked you to do something.

01:18:03.158 --> 01:18:04.597
Turn it off and turn it away.

01:18:04.597 --> 01:18:06.353
I know who you are.

01:18:06.353 --> 01:18:08.103
Woman: Well, that's okay you know.

01:18:08.103 --> 01:18:09.654
Whittle: And I know what you've been doing.

01:18:09.654 --> 01:18:11.322
Woman: What do you think we've been doing?

01:18:11.322 --> 01:18:14.343
Whittle: Filming the clown that used to live in there.

01:18:14.343 --> 01:18:15.306
Woman: Is that your son?

01:18:15.306 --> 01:18:16.615
Whittle: He's not my son.

01:18:16.615 --> 01:18:18.897
That's my wife's son.

01:18:18.897 --> 01:18:19.730
All right?

01:18:21.553 --> 01:18:23.185
There is a difference.

01:18:23.185 --> 01:18:24.018
Woman: I have a stepdaughter,

01:18:24.018 --> 01:18:25.570
I don't treat her any different to my other children

01:18:25.570 --> 01:18:26.562
and I never would.

01:18:26.562 --> 01:18:28.850
Whittle: That's right, I don't either.

01:18:28.850 --> 01:18:32.842
But there's something for someone else to learn a lesson.

01:18:32.842 --> 01:18:33.675
All right?

01:18:41.010 --> 01:18:42.823
Just sorry about that.

01:18:42.823 --> 01:18:45.164
Woman: No, I find it very distasteful but it's all right.

01:18:45.164 --> 01:18:46.020
Whittle: Course it is.

01:18:46.020 --> 01:18:47.790
Very, very distasteful.

01:18:47.790 --> 01:18:50.863
When a son sets about to assert power,

01:18:50.863 --> 01:18:53.132
now I know that thing's still going,

01:18:53.132 --> 01:18:54.550
'cos he thinks I'm a clown.

01:18:54.550 --> 01:18:55.569
Woman: No, I don't think you're a clown

01:18:55.569 --> 01:18:58.005
and he works for me, so it's not his responsibility,

01:18:58.005 --> 01:18:58.838
it's mine.

01:18:58.838 --> 01:18:59.671
Whittle: He's lucky he's still standing.

01:18:59.671 --> 01:19:01.900
Woman: No, he's on public land and he works for me.

01:19:01.900 --> 01:19:03.470
Whittle: Hey, let me tell you something.

01:19:03.470 --> 01:19:04.770
Doesn't matter where you stand

01:19:04.770 --> 01:19:07.680
where offenses of crime are committed.

01:19:07.680 --> 01:19:09.088
Understand that.

01:19:09.088 --> 01:19:10.270
All right?

01:19:10.270 --> 01:19:12.507
You ever heard of the doctrine or the scripture,

01:19:12.507 --> 01:19:15.371
"honor thy father and thy mother?"

01:19:15.371 --> 01:19:17.355
Woman: Certainly, I have.

01:19:17.355 --> 01:19:19.000
Whittle: And that's the underpinning principle

01:19:19.000 --> 01:19:20.850
of which I talk about this.

01:19:22.139 --> 01:19:23.472
Woman: Right.

01:19:24.550 --> 01:19:25.700
Whittle: When you understand that

01:19:25.700 --> 01:19:27.072
and comprehend that,

01:19:27.072 --> 01:19:30.072
it is worthwhile telling your story.

01:19:31.230 --> 01:19:32.370
Woman: Did you burn it down?

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Whittle: Pardon?

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Woman: Did you burn it down?

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Whittle: No, I didn't.

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I have a feeling in my heart who burnt it down.

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But one day, someone will have to make an account of that.

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One day.

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Definitely wasn't me.

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Enjoy your filming.

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(machinery rumbling)

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(somber guitar music)

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-: Me brothers and sisters all used to carve their names

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into this house.

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This is Yvonne Karena.

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For...

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R.N., who would that be?

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There's Aaron Karena.

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Aaron Karena for Lynn Hawkins.

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Lynn Hawkins is Darrel Hawkins' brother.

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M.N. would me Michelle Nooker.

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Lynn Hawkins.

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Michael Karena.

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Yvonne Karena.

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Aaron plus Lynn.

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There's been a lot of people who lived here.

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My dad's parents,

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their parents.

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And their parents before them.

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(somber guitar music)

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There's greed and money and pride that lead to this.

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"Corban," look,

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there's some stars and moons and things.

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What did I do?

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I didn't agree with my dad on some things.

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Yeah.

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Didn't have to be that way.

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Yeah.

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(somber guitar music)

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-: [Llewelyn Voiceover] Our house that burnt down

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was really special.

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It was warm.

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It was loving.

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And we had lots of family.

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(somber guitar music)

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-: It's the old adage, what we say to our children.

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"Would you like it if someone did that to you?"

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No.

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"Do you think it's fair that you do it to them?"

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No.

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That's always the answer.

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Except, maybe Malachi sometimes.

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"Yes."

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(laughing)

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"Why is it fair?"

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I grew up with this thing on us that we had to,

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we owed our parents

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and my dad still says that, we owe him.

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We owe him some great debt because of how he brought us up

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and what he did for us.

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Yeah.

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And...

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It's early days, yet.

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My oldest is in his 11th year.

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But...

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I don't see him owing me anything.

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If anything, I owe him.

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I owe all of my children.

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And...

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And then some.

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(pleasant guitar music)

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(pleasant guitar music)